(OOC: I have some emo feelings that I don't want to use on Knightsky of DMWC, so Ill use it on Splendens. Dunno if she's been accepted or not, but Silver (Amante) knows me and my annoyance for waiting.)



::{Splendens Occasus}::

The ground looked so far off as I glided, my wings occasionally flapping to keep me above the tall treetops. Here the air was thin, and easier to fly in. Sort of like the zero gravity effect. But no, I wan't in zero gravity. I was in no gravity.

I felt torn. Upset. Pained. My two little sons... gone. Forever. Gone. Dead. How could I possibly explain this to any of my comrades? My mate had foolishly said the wrong words in an attempt to betray the Alavientos of the Orion Kingdom and lead to my cubs - and his, deaths.

It couldn't happen, it just couldn't! My two precious sons! My two bundles of hyper active energy, both ready for anything. They didn't stand the chance against the Hadi... It broke my heart.

How could he have been so very stupid? So very, very stupid as to assume he could be a hero and stop the hostility between the Hadi and the Alavientos? The fool! He had cost his own children's lives!

But as I tilted my wings up to make my landing, something plagued my thoughts... something terrorfying...

What were my sons' name? What were they called? Oh...god...

Fear ripped through me as I caught hold of the tall branch and balanced carefully on it. A cold chill sweapt over me. My babies...I have forgot what I called them at birth! I didn't give myself time to thing, for a finally broke out into a mournful sobbing.

I cried at last. After three moons of wandering, I actually cried. My cubs, gone for good, my traitorous mate, gone for good... My life... Gone. I felt my heart shatter right there as I crouched down low to the branch, pressing my muzzle to the knots as I sobbed.

Oh, how I have been so very terrible...

I felt sick. I felt like just curling up and dying. I had been so evil the last few moons, totally ignoring and forgetting my little sons, not stopping to even mourn. And this was where it lead me to; I had forgotten their names.

It made me so scared to believed it. Me, a young and powerful warrior to the Orion Kingdom... scared. Patroni were not supposed to get scared.

But my ears flicked up at the sound of another's voice. I made an attempt to sit up but couldn't. My eyes still stared at the branch.
"... I can't remember them. My sons... I can't remember their names!" I began to whimper in the mental pain it was causing me to say it.